Friday, August 21, 2009
Another messed up day. Oh boy. >_>
Right. Today sucked. With every hour, came ANOTHER mess-up that seemed to involve me getting the shit.
NOTE: Not in the right mood right now. Expect some explicit material.
Let me see. Firstly, I slept at 2.30 am and woke up at about 5.30, as always. Three hours of sleep and I was already feeling quite lethargic and grumpy. I literally dragged my way to school, and I think I took a small 10 minute nap while bathing. >_>
It was only when I reached school that I realised I forgot to bring the basketball I brought home yesterday. I knew that the others confirm scold me about this and I was so damn sian already. When I walked past Jeremy Tan, he asked for the ball and I say I forgot to bring, and Run Zhou down there call me fucker. Bastard.
Mother Tongue reading period was damn sian also. Heh. And when PE started, I decided maybe this was the chance to wake myself up. We played a little prank, putting Jie Jian's shirt at the top of the basketball rim. Yeah, played around a while, until Mr Mazlee came to me and asked me if I was a P.R. and I said yeah. And he sighed.
Apparently, I was supposed to be nominated for EAGLES awards, not only by NCC Land, but by Air Rifle also. However, due to the messed-up structure of Singaporean Education, I could not get it. Why? Cause I'm not a Singapore citizen. I wanted that EAGLES award, man. Not only would it make my O lvl cert look a lot nicer, but the $250 reward money was tempting too. Damn it. Yuen Kai replaced me instead. I was damn disappointed already. And Sachin didn't help, constantly criticising me for making mistakes that he was making too.
I realised Sachin can be an asshole sometimes. Then again, everyone is an asshole.
Singapore has some hypocritical education policies man... Meritocracy? Reward for work and work for reward? Well, I worked for the EAGLES. Screw you, MOE. >_>
That was from 8 to 9. And from 9 to 10, another set of bad news came out. A close friend of mine's father had passed away and I was extremely worried about her, cause she had a history of bad habits. Habits that I worked quite hard to get rid of and now fear of coming back. And what's more, I told Daniel to sms her for me and Lewis down there say that I was flirting, and with Daniel's phone some more. For the first time in Mrs Goh's class, I threw vulgarities loud enough for her to hear at Lewis and at Qi Jie, who was pretending to know everything, as always, and asking me to cool down and it isn't a big matter. Fuck you, you half-assed ninja.
Then, from 9 to 10, the sleepiness was coming in. And at the end of this hour, Alan they all walk past the class and asked for the ball. I said I never bring and they all give me this annoying fucked up black face. And Pei San's message made me feel quite annoyed. If I really am worried? Hell, I already told you I am! Why are you doubting me so much?! Gah.
10-1030 was recess, spent it rearranging the tables for exam. Prelims would be in the classrooms cause the hall is used for Oral Exam.
11.30 - 12.30? Well, nothing much. geog lesson. Decided this time that I would handle those problems that I COULD handle, and leave the other two to dread the rest of my day. So, immediately after school, I went back home to change and pick up the ball. And I came, calling Yuen Kai but he never answer the phone. Then they all call and scold me for not saying that I reached already. Run Zhou came down first and he already walked up to me like some asshole. And before I said anything else, I told him to bug off.
Didn't play at all with Run Zhou, Alan or Jeremy Tan. Simply played with Brandon they all. You guys wanted the ball so bad? There, you have it. Delivered in an hour RIGHT after school. Happy?
The rest of the day was pretty much me trying to destress with basketball. And meeting Nadia, and then eating at Koufu with Gracie and the others.
So, I solved the ball problem, but I'm still pissed at Run Zhou. He had been constantly annoying me everytime we're together. And this is the last straw. Hell, if he had continued arguing with me about him not doing anything at all, I'd have smacked his face right there.
That leaves the disappointment, the worry and the frustration. I hate it when I can't solve my problems and turn it into my advantage.
Peace,
RGDL
dancethenightaway
10:54 PM
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