Monday, August 31, 2009
Blood Donation Drive


So, I went for the blood donation drive two days ago, to give something back to the community, I guess. It started at 10 am, but I had to meet Yuen Kai at 12 cause he wanted to watch Spongebob. Haha. We reached at about 12.45, then went in with Zhen Lin, Sachin and Li Ying. It wasn't as bad or as scary as I thought. In fact, it was quite funny, or at least, I made it to be. I kept laughing to push away the pain of the needle, which was the size of a Vitagen straw! =D

And yesterday, I went out with Selynna and Courtney to Baybeats at Esplanade. We watched some band. Wasn't exactly all too excited about it. And we met Mark, Adam and Ee Sheen. From there, we went to Peninsular Plaza, where I finally found a few things that I've been longing to buy.

Went to Clarke Quay after that and had Rock Candy, before we finally went hungry and we ate at Hooters. Don't ask... =_=;

Lepak at Singapore River after that. And this is the shitty part. For some reason, I started to feel left out, like an outcast. A feeling that I really, really hate. Heh.

Went home soon after, waiting for my parents to come home. And guess what happened the moment they reached? Well, my dad scolded me and actually pushed me aside, as I was opening the door FOR him. I didn't even do a damn thing. He proceeded to scold my younger brother after that cause he apparently wanted to sleep in their room, and I got scolded AGAIN cause I wasn't asleep either. How could I? You told me you wanted to buy me a flat one-size cap from Malaysia for me, something I've been wanting since my birthday, and hell, you didn't even buy it. So to say, I was excited to see it, so I didn't want to sleep yet.

Wasn't as great a day as I wanted it to be, but we NEVER get what we want, eh?

Today, Teacher's Day? Well, the performances were awesome. Tried to have as much fun as we could, like singing the Indian Dance song with lyrics we thought the song was saying. "I'm a barley ninja~"

Went to LAN after that, to play Left 4 Dead, and then basketball at shelter, and finally home.

And my handphone buttons have all fallen off. Whee...

... And I feel kinda alone now. >_>

Peace,
RGDL

EDITZ:

And these are pictures taken by Ms Ngiam Huey Huey, though the last one was by Anira.

Taken before waiting for our turn to sit down.

Haziq mcm eating the meter. Haha. And my blood's being sucked. =D

Refreshments. I ate three packs of Cream-O. Heh.

Sachin was unlucky. They inserted the needle wrongly, so his blood shot out from the side of his wound like fountain. Messy shit.
The different coloured bandages they offered. I got pink. Haha.

Using Wallace's pose. Hehe. Maybelline guessed that I was going to take pink. She guessed right.
That's how big the needle is, as compared to Kenneth Yap's arm... And his arm is big. >_>

Taken by Anira. Titled 'Cunning Smile'. =_=;



dancethenightaway
9:30 PM

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Thursday, August 27, 2009
Oooh


PRELIMS! >_>

Monday was Maths paper 1
Tuesday was Maths paper 2 and history
Wednesday is Chemistry paper 2 and social studies.
Today was mother tongue, so I no need come school, but came anyway to fetch Nadia to school.
Tomorrow is Physics paper 2 and Geography paper 1.

And after this week, all these stressful papers will be gone.

What did I do today? Well...

Imma put a video of it up soon, once I get assess to a dance studio or something.

Other than that, I was studying physical geography.

This sucks. Gastric pain. >.<

Peace,
RGD L



dancethenightaway
10:26 PM

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Saturday, August 22, 2009
And it's a Sat


And this is something I did. From a coloured plain picture of Zack Fair, into a dark Zack Fair with white streaks on his back and sword.

Yay.

Saturday was pretty boring. Did nothing really, except study Maths.

Oh, and Dissidia came out. Yay.

... Damn I can't get myself to hype up at the moment.

Short post.

Peace,
RGDL



dancethenightaway
10:16 PM

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Friday, August 21, 2009
Another messed up day. Oh boy. >_>


Right. Today sucked. With every hour, came ANOTHER mess-up that seemed to involve me getting the shit.

NOTE: Not in the right mood right now. Expect some explicit material.

Let me see. Firstly, I slept at 2.30 am and woke up at about 5.30, as always. Three hours of sleep and I was already feeling quite lethargic and grumpy. I literally dragged my way to school, and I think I took a small 10 minute nap while bathing. >_>

It was only when I reached school that I realised I forgot to bring the basketball I brought home yesterday. I knew that the others confirm scold me about this and I was so damn sian already. When I walked past Jeremy Tan, he asked for the ball and I say I forgot to bring, and Run Zhou down there call me fucker. Bastard.

Mother Tongue reading period was damn sian also. Heh. And when PE started, I decided maybe this was the chance to wake myself up. We played a little prank, putting Jie Jian's shirt at the top of the basketball rim. Yeah, played around a while, until Mr Mazlee came to me and asked me if I was a P.R. and I said yeah. And he sighed.

Apparently, I was supposed to be nominated for EAGLES awards, not only by NCC Land, but by Air Rifle also. However, due to the messed-up structure of Singaporean Education, I could not get it. Why? Cause I'm not a Singapore citizen. I wanted that EAGLES award, man. Not only would it make my O lvl cert look a lot nicer, but the $250 reward money was tempting too. Damn it. Yuen Kai replaced me instead. I was damn disappointed already. And Sachin didn't help, constantly criticising me for making mistakes that he was making too.

I realised Sachin can be an asshole sometimes. Then again, everyone is an asshole.

Singapore has some hypocritical education policies man... Meritocracy? Reward for work and work for reward? Well, I worked for the EAGLES. Screw you, MOE. >_>

That was from 8 to 9. And from 9 to 10, another set of bad news came out. A close friend of mine's father had passed away and I was extremely worried about her, cause she had a history of bad habits. Habits that I worked quite hard to get rid of and now fear of coming back. And what's more, I told Daniel to sms her for me and Lewis down there say that I was flirting, and with Daniel's phone some more. For the first time in Mrs Goh's class, I threw vulgarities loud enough for her to hear at Lewis and at Qi Jie, who was pretending to know everything, as always, and asking me to cool down and it isn't a big matter. Fuck you, you half-assed ninja.

Then, from 9 to 10, the sleepiness was coming in. And at the end of this hour, Alan they all walk past the class and asked for the ball. I said I never bring and they all give me this annoying fucked up black face. And Pei San's message made me feel quite annoyed. If I really am worried? Hell, I already told you I am! Why are you doubting me so much?! Gah.

10-1030 was recess, spent it rearranging the tables for exam. Prelims would be in the classrooms cause the hall is used for Oral Exam.

11.30 - 12.30? Well, nothing much. geog lesson. Decided this time that I would handle those problems that I COULD handle, and leave the other two to dread the rest of my day. So, immediately after school, I went back home to change and pick up the ball. And I came, calling Yuen Kai but he never answer the phone. Then they all call and scold me for not saying that I reached already. Run Zhou came down first and he already walked up to me like some asshole. And before I said anything else, I told him to bug off.

Didn't play at all with Run Zhou, Alan or Jeremy Tan. Simply played with Brandon they all. You guys wanted the ball so bad? There, you have it. Delivered in an hour RIGHT after school. Happy?

The rest of the day was pretty much me trying to destress with basketball. And meeting Nadia, and then eating at Koufu with Gracie and the others.

So, I solved the ball problem, but I'm still pissed at Run Zhou. He had been constantly annoying me everytime we're together. And this is the last straw. Hell, if he had continued arguing with me about him not doing anything at all, I'd have smacked his face right there.

That leaves the disappointment, the worry and the frustration. I hate it when I can't solve my problems and turn it into my advantage.

Peace,
RGDL



dancethenightaway
10:54 PM

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Tuesday, August 11, 2009


Well, I had a very eventful weekend. >_>

Let me see, Saturday, wanted to go out but had to stay at home and take care of my younger siblings while my parents and aunt went to the hospital for their check-ups. Went to play basketball after that and I realised then that I had finally caught up to the level where I'd no longer be a burden to the team. Yay? Heh. Went home kinda late after that, and was hit down by a couple of bad news, something that made me feel kinda helpless, yeah...

Sunday, woke up quite early and met up with Nadia and Howard at the Bukit Batok Bus Interchange. Saw quite a number of people while waiting for Gab, like Chang Yen and Fang Ting. Went off the Vivo once we decided that Gab was probably not coming. Took MRT and went there quite early. Booked the tickets, joining the frikingly long queue, before heading out to eat lunch at BURGER KING!... Which is too expensive for me! =D The movie was G.I. Joe, btw. On the way back to the cinema, I met Ayuu. Haha. And Julie and Momo.

She was watching the same movie, but I already knew that. =_=;

Went inside, bought popcorn and we sat on the sixth row at the right. Ayuu and her friends sat on the second row at the left. lols. The movie started and I got scolded by the guy beside me for being too noisy. =3

After the movie, talked to her for a while, then went to Esplanade with Nad and Howard to catch the fireworks, but we ended up being at Padang, following the parade. And there was nothing much there. The fireworks were covered by trees too. Sucks. >_>

Went home after that, fetched Nadia home and explained to Haziq why we were late. City Hall was crowded, so we walked all the way to Raffles Place just to get into the MRT. Mmhm. Then, when I reached home, it was about 11.45. And at 1 o'clock, Feei suddenly called me. xD She just watched The Orphan and was too scared to go home, so I had to meet her at Bukit Gombak MRT and walk her home, before going home again. lols.

From here, I'll keep my mouth shut.

Oh, and that picture was taken a few months back, at Bukit Batok McDonald. Notice the back wheel? Haha.

CHAT:
Not a stranger: May I know whose that girl you have fallen for?
May I know what your name is?


Peace,
RGD L



dancethenightaway
9:14 PM

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Friday, August 7, 2009










3/4 of the retards

Me and Xin Le

Me and Hannah

Nazirul, yo.

Melissa.


What's the smoothest way to give someone a rose? Why, slide in on your knees, of course. xD That's Nadia, btw.
More to come once I get them.



dancethenightaway
9:37 PM

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SOTM August


And it's the first week of August! I finally have a song in mind that, I think, would suit how I'm feeling right now. Before that, though, Imma talk about yesterday.

OMG I LOST MY HAIR! TOT

That's my bestie, btw. Maybelline. Haha. We had our Official Opening Ceremony yesterday, and I was the Parade Emcee. It went well, I guess, other than the radio lagging up the salute song. Other than that, it was fine. After that, had absolutely nothing to do, so I went to bathe, then accompanied Nazirul all over the place, before finally spending almost the rest of the night in the Dnace Studio with the Malay Dance. And then, went up to the hall for the finale. I was so hungry, and I didn't think I could go inside cause I had not been invited, when finally, I was told that I could go inside cause I had duty. It was a nine-course dinner, and I only went in on the last course. wtf, why?! ToT

Accompanied Nad adik and Fanna kak to 7-11, then lepaked till 11, before finally bringing Nad home and going home myself. reached at about 11.40, then went to bed after 12.34.56 of 07/08/09. Good timing, eh? xD Anyway, today was pretty dull too. Woke up quite late cause I was tired, and I went to school with Nancy. The celebration for National Day kinda sucked, cause it was nothing, actually. No performances whatsoever. And then, we went back to class, for lessons. Maths and a Chemistry test. Fun, fun. After 10.40, played basketball till 3 o'clock, before heading home. Yeah. That's pretty much all.

Anyway, for the song of the month. The song is Comfort by Omarion and Lil Wayne. It kinda sums up the message I wanna say right now, so yeah.

I wonder how deep I've actually fallen for her. .____.

Anyway, enjoy the song.

Oh, and cheer up, alright? If there's anything, feel free to talk to me about it. I'll listen and try my best to be your comfort.

Peace,
RGD L



dancethenightaway
9:07 PM

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Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Gah

Mood right now: Hell, I just wanna go somewhere, lean my head back and shout.

Sigh.

Peace,
RGDL



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