Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Oh yeah~
Long time no post. Heh. Let me see. What has happened the past few days? Well, I still don't have any videos of the Furama Hotel performance and lower sec Teacher's Day performances, but it'll come. Soon enough. Yeah.Well, I'll just talk about recent performances. Last Saturday, went to Klevyn's house to celebrate his birthday. And was it fun. Haha. Watched Dead Silence in the afternoon and suffered everyone's scream, especially the murder of Henry part. Damn. Anyway, went on the internet after that, then spent the whole night playing Winning Eleven with Klevyn while waiting for 5.15 to wake Ayelle up to send her home. Fun games, I tell you. I think it was a tied, overall, in terms of wins? Heh.
Anyway, went home after that, and I forgot to bring my cap home. Damn. Anyway, got addicted to DJ Max. "Whee~" Yeah. 5pm, I left home to head to the Arena for the Philippine All-Stars Concert~! WHOOO!!!! Haha. Reached there at 6.10 pm, then met up with Kuya Mao from FDC, of which I was in from last July to last September. He introduced me to Kevin, Kate and the rest of E-Merge, a branch from FDC. Yeah, talked, talked, talked, waited to get into the club, then finally, we were allowed in. It was only then was I introduced to the two hot ladies, Chacha and Fidi. xD
Fantastic Four, Fantastic Kidz and the Freakin' Siblings made up the start of the shows. Yeah. Awesome. Nice performances, man. Had to listen to Modenine and Terry the Rapman for an hour, and finally the All Stars came out. AWESOME! PURE HOUR OF NOTHING BUT UBER AWESHOMENESS!!! Pityness to whoever was not there. Hahaha. I dunno when the videos will come out, but these are the pictures of the performances. (I'm in the bottom right corner of two of the pictures. Hehehehe.) http://filsg.com/smf/index.php/topic,11469.0.html
Yeah... Brought Chacha and Fidi home after that, before heading home myself. And that reached up to 12.30 am. O.o
School reopened, and I was sleepy and suffering from a hangover. Yeah, I drank in the club. What else would anyone else do? Haha. School carried on and I was still as sleepy as hell. Anyway, after school, had to go through... Umm... I forgot. o.o
Went to Hillgrove after that to start working on our dance performance next Saturday, yeah. And rehearsed today too. Everyday, from this Monday to Thursday and next Monday to Thursday too, we'll be rehearsing from 4-6. This Friday no rehearsal, but next Friday will be 6-10. Have to work hard for this.
Well, not much else to say. Be back soon~
-DP
dancethenightaway
9:20 PM
Friday, September 5, 2008
Pics
I know, they all have me inside. Those were the pics I took so far, cause there's like... 500+ pics total and I'm too lazy to cut them all out and put them all here. And I don't think you wanna see that all too, right? xDDon't worry. Next post will show every member's respective pose~
And the video too, maybe.
Wait for it.
(Oh, and click on the DBV pic on the side of my blog to the blog of De'Blaze. Yeah.)
dancethenightaway
12:51 AM
Furama River Front Hotel
dancethenightaway
12:42 AM
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
Never before...
Ugh... I feel totally fucking miserable at the moment..And I don't give a shit what you think about that. Say what you wanna say, think what you wanna think, but fuck it, life's been totally fucked up nowadays.I'm not gonna lie, the past few months have been real demanding for me and I've been struggling so hard. My parents are not getting any better in their relationship and a divorce seems eminent. As if that's not enough, everything in school, home, friends, everything's trying to get a bite out off me.
I've never succeeded in making my parents proud.
I've never succeeded in getting the same respect that I give people.
I've never succeeded in finding a friend that would really always be there for me.
Will I always be the one that everyone vents their anger and drown their misery on? I'm getting fucking sick and tired of it. I'm tired of being the nice guy who doesn't hit back when hit, who doesn't mind being at the suffering end of another person's ordeal, I'm tired of being myself.
And yet, I can't seem to move on about you. You're always on my mind, no matter how many times, and how many people, I tried to replace you in my heart, but they never seem to knock you out of place. You have no idea how much you mean to.
I've just been holding onto a string I made for myself, trying to hold on and not fall. You came along, you know, with a rope. And I let myself fall to catch your rope, but not long after, you let go of it and let me fall. These scars in my heart, and on my body, will remind me of the fall. Please, I'm begging you, let down your rope and pull me out of this.
I don't wanna suffer anymore. I don't wanna be alone anymore. I don't wanna be lied to anymore.
Please...
dancethenightaway
7:56 PM
Monday, September 1, 2008
Senior Specialist Course
Senior Specialist Course
30.08.08 - 01.09.08
Amoy Quee Camp
30.08.08 - 01.09.08
Amoy Quee Camp
When I say that you were more than a motivation to me for this camp, I am not kidding. The day before, I didn't felt like going to SSC. Truth be told, I initially wanted to skip the camp, cause I was too tired and I didn't want to screw up, or even get my ass off the bed to do it, but your sms on 30.08.08, 12.02 a.m., quote "I wanna see a staff sgt louisse." made me change my mind completely. I slept early, woke up early, packed my stuff and left home to meet the others at McDonald West Mall, 6 am. I even brought my handphone, caused I wanted to keep in touch with you. So, yeah, I went to camp, ready to meet whatever and whenever. Haha.
Kept smsing you during the day and throughout the whole thing, I was so waiting so hard for night to come so I could sms you freely. Lectures came and most of the time, I was smsing you and waiting for your reply. And sigh, I missed talking to you, really. Sigh. Yeah. First day was naught but lectures and learning. Learned a few advanced foot and arms drill, like marching into a parade square and formation of squad for mutual. Smsed you during lunch, dinner and etc. Then, night came and smsed you freely. Best night of my life for a long time now. I really missed you, missed you calling me dearest, promising me everything would be alright. It would always make me face tomorrows without a problem.
Then, the next morning, I forgot to set my alarm, but thankfully, you really woke me up at 5am and called me. God I missed your voice. Hearing it again made me smile so much. Haha. What a great way to start the day. Woke up, got dressed, kept smsing you, and whatever. Yeah, continued to sms you, even during my Foot Drill mutual. Now, there was a cock-up there. I was supposed to do ke blakang bo seng, but I did berhanti instead. I was so ticked off at myself, and once again, you helped me get through it. Thanks... Sorry about Farhan, though. I didn't know you wanted to keep it a secret.
The night after that, talkted to you again, and yeah... I loved those nights. The next morning, however, everything started to screw up, and I'm sorry for that. I'm just worried, that's all. I don't want to lose you again. Please, talk to me again? I really missed you and the past few days with you has been great. I don't want it to end, again.
I don't think I can handle it again.
I know I'm supposed to be talking about the special specialist course, but who gives a shit's ass about that. You matter more than the rank does now...
Kept smsing you during the day and throughout the whole thing, I was so waiting so hard for night to come so I could sms you freely. Lectures came and most of the time, I was smsing you and waiting for your reply. And sigh, I missed talking to you, really. Sigh. Yeah. First day was naught but lectures and learning. Learned a few advanced foot and arms drill, like marching into a parade square and formation of squad for mutual. Smsed you during lunch, dinner and etc. Then, night came and smsed you freely. Best night of my life for a long time now. I really missed you, missed you calling me dearest, promising me everything would be alright. It would always make me face tomorrows without a problem.
Then, the next morning, I forgot to set my alarm, but thankfully, you really woke me up at 5am and called me. God I missed your voice. Hearing it again made me smile so much. Haha. What a great way to start the day. Woke up, got dressed, kept smsing you, and whatever. Yeah, continued to sms you, even during my Foot Drill mutual. Now, there was a cock-up there. I was supposed to do ke blakang bo seng, but I did berhanti instead. I was so ticked off at myself, and once again, you helped me get through it. Thanks... Sorry about Farhan, though. I didn't know you wanted to keep it a secret.
The night after that, talkted to you again, and yeah... I loved those nights. The next morning, however, everything started to screw up, and I'm sorry for that. I'm just worried, that's all. I don't want to lose you again. Please, talk to me again? I really missed you and the past few days with you has been great. I don't want it to end, again.
I don't think I can handle it again.
I know I'm supposed to be talking about the special specialist course, but who gives a shit's ass about that. You matter more than the rank does now...
dancethenightaway
8:45 PM
Videos of performance
NOTE: These were the upper sec performances. The lower sec performances will be posted up soon. And yes, there were some significant differences to both performances, ESPECIALLY the freestyle. ^o^
Wait for it~
dancethenightaway
6:28 PM
TEACHER'S DAY / FURAMA RIVERFRONT HOTEL
Alright. Teacher's Day has ended, and I can't believe I actually survived the day, much less still be prepared for the next day. Anyway, let's start the day from the morning. I woke up at about 5.30 to get ready for the dance, took my attires for all my performances, stuffed them in a bag, then left for school. I met Shi Hui and Alan on the way there, and went there with them. Yeah, everything went smoothly from there onwards. Got dressed. Got ready. And went to perform. E-14 was welcomed greatly. =D Thanks everyone for the support.Then, my solo was next. My heart was beating so fast here and I felt like vomitting. First time that happened before a performance. Perhaps cause this was the first time I was performing a solo in front of a lot of people? Maybe. Then, my turn came and I loved the loud cheers. xD. The video will come soon. That went well, and so did the solo with Shannon and Darrien. Went well with the lower sec too, then after that, hung out with Nadia till she reached her primary school, before meeting my own friends. Kinda funny. From school, went to Keming, to West mall, to school, then back to West mall. >_>
Met up with De'Blaze soon after, got my shorts, then went off to Furama River Front Hotel where we were gonna perform at a Children's Society Volunteers Night. Right. Everything went smoothly from here, until the performance. The guys part was screwed up, but fortunately, we made it that it seemed to be that way and everyone thought our performance was flawless. Hahaha, right. Yeah. Left there at 9.30+, then walked home.
Of course, these awesome things doesn't compare to what happened to me that evening. Dancing to I Wanna Be was delibrate in my part and I wanted to remind her that I still thought about her. And it worked, cause she started talking to me again. Damn was I happy!? I was smiling the whole way to the hotel, and no one knew why except for the two of us. It's been so long since I was like that, honestly. Sigh... Yeah, I missed her so much I even dared to bring a phone to NCC camp, something I wouldn't normally do, especially one as serious as this. *hugs* Thanks for giving me the second chance that I have been waiting and working for for a long time already.
^o^
*ISH EXTREMELY HAPPY*
dancethenightaway
5:45 PM
Louisse Carlo Zaide Bragais
