"Break It Down Now!"

Sunday, March 1, 2009

What the fuck?

... When will ever be a month where I won't post something fucked up? I'm getting tired of this shit, and unsurprisingly, it's always caused by the same, same people. And you know who you are.

It's annoying how I was asked to attend a party and you didn't want to go because of a past issue, something that should have been settled a long time ago. Hell, grow up already. Stop holding grudges, and move on like the adults that you are. It's frikin annoying how my relationship with my friends get affected by how all of you see each other.

And stop questioning my decisions. You don't even know what I do, cause you are never at home, and when you are, you're always stuck at your computer. How do you know what I do before you reach home? I study too, you know. Yes, surprising, but fucking hell, I do study.

And if you really just wanna send me back, why don't you save us both the trouble and annoyance, and just do it? If I'm nothing but trouble to you, then just get rid of me. That kind of actions seem to be right up your alley, after all.

Damn it, I've lost the mood to do anything now. No mood to do my homework. No mood to chat. No mood to sleep. No mood to eat. Dammit... I didn't eat lunch yesterday, had a small plate of pasta for dinner. And that was... 9 pm+ yesterday night? I haven't eaten a single thing since then. And for some reason, I still don't want to eat. You said it yourself, right? I have to learn handling my own stuff. Well, I've no mood to go get something to eat, so whatever the fuck.

RGD L

P.S., the clot on my knee just got scraped off and it's bleeding like a bitch. Damn.

dancethenightaway
8:48 PM

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